forgive me father for i have strayed.  my posts are few, and words fewer.  i have lost the path and lost the will.  i wish it were a dream, but it is the truth.  i’ve lost my way on my blogging journey and must find it anew.

what is this path i’ve chosen?  why do people believe me to be an expert in a field that barely exists.  how did i get to this point? why do they look to me for leadership? what is the purpose of this torture? how do i satisfy their curiosity, thirst for knowledge and desire to learn?  can i fulfill the promise?  am i the one?

why me?